+ so i went job hunting today...again. i swear, going into square one depresses me. i've applied so many times and every single time i go i apply to the places i haven't applied. by now, i think i've applied to pretty much every store in square one! i'm dying here!!! i went to costa blanca and saw this cute sweater top that would look so good with tights and leg-warmers for the fall. look at me...i'm already looking at stuff to buy for the fall, not to mention all the things i wish i could buy this summer *cries inside*. i hate being poor! (in the non-literal sense of course) blah. once i get a job, i'm working my butt off to earn as much as i can and i'm not spending a cent of it till i quit. okay i overexaggerated... but i won't spend a lot. i DO have to go out with my friends sometimes so yeah. blah. who will hire me for a MONTH of summer? my chances are so slim that it hurts just thinking about it. =( killer boots at aldo came out for the fall too. it's SO not fair. how come i see them now? all of the stuff that i would love to wear is coming at me all at once. blah.

+ it's funny that when i have money i tend to think about spending it on others.... but now that i have like one bill left, i'm thinking about buying clothes for myself. this is so weird. maybe it's just today. i'm normally not a hardcore fashionista =/

+ my english skills are going down the drain so i don't have much essays and stuff to write anymore. i gotta start writing properly on my blogger lmao.