“ Change alone is eternal, perpetual, immortal.”

- Arthur Schopenhauer

i find it strange how change hits us so suddenly. one minute the world, a situation, or a person can be a certain way, and the next minute, it's as if you had entered a time machine and it's as if you never knew that person or that that place. it's strange. i always knew it was coming... maybe because i knew her so well, or maybe because i knew him so well. all i know is that change made us grow apart, instead of closer & if she's happy, then, well, i'm happy for her, but if she's not, i wouldn't know what to say to her. she's a grown up now - it's time for her to make her own decisions. i feel like a parent - but didn't i promise her i would be like one?

on another note, things have been dandy =) but i need to change the layout of my blog. i'm getting bored with it, just like my bestfriend who i think is switching over to livejournal. i've given up on the job scene, but i promise myself i won't go jobless again next year.

nts: quarters&shoppers

the past 2 weeks were awesome too. i got to spend a lot of time with the family since they had the past 2 weeks off. sleepovers and shopping and cheesecake! did i mention the alcohol? sweet times =) i went to london & buffalo (darien lake) & ummm....wonderland? LOL. fun times that i wouldn't trade for anything.

on a bad note: i can't believe uni is coming back again. definitely not ready for summer to end.