Ughh... Sometimes I hate talking to other people about their success because it only works towards putting me under. I just want to get into Med School. It's something I want so badly, words can't even describe it. It's my dream... it's like finally going to Paris and living and breathing something I've wanted since I was little. You know, I can't grow up and go to Hogwarts, but I CAN become a doctor. There are certain things you just wish could come true, and I can make it come true. I have the power to... it's just not going the way I planned it to. I can feel my life plan slipping away from me. I truly want to get into Med School after fourth year, but as of right now, it doesn't look like it's going to happen. I'm going to have to wait until my marks get higher before I can even consider it. Some people had a 10 on a 12-point scale in first year. I had a 7! A womping 7. How does that even happen? This year doesn't even look too good either...*sighs* Ugh... thinking about this stresses me out.



Why can't dream comes true for those who truly want it?