Entry: June 25, 2010 @ 10:24 PM
Underestimated.
I remember when we were just dealing, my boyfriend said to me during a fight:
"You always run away from your problems."
- because I kept hanging up whenever we had a fight. We don't do that anymore...
but now I'm starting to wonder...if I could run away, would I?
I think I would.
I wanted to run away from highschool...from all the fake friends and the stupid ex-boyfriend.
And I did.
I ran away to McMaster.
Now I want to run away again....from people who think of me as stupid.
You know, it's funny sometimes to call me blonde...but I hate it, when people constantly repeat it.
What I hate even more is when people actually believe I'm stupid.
I'm not stupid and I'm not irresponsible.
I'm smart...I'm studying for a Life Science degree and I'm going to get to Med School if it takes my last breath.
I'm responsible... I'm going to take care of my mom, dad, brother, future husband and kids one day.
I'm already starting to save.
I have my whole life ahead of me and I know where I'm going.
I just can't get away from being underestimated.
People think I'm weak. People think I'm stupid.
And that hurts me.
I just needed to vent.
♫ dear diary...
What can I say? I'm an enigma.
♥ love.
*blogs i adore
andygreiling. mskaaa. midnightfreedom.
blogs i admire*
leLove. leSmoking. deppdaily.
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