Entry: August 4, 2010 @ 11:01 PM
30 Days of Inception (con.)
DAY 8: What scene is at the basement of your subconscious?
A: Ummm...I think my basement would have 2 floors, each with two rooms. I say that there are two basement floors because in terms of the deepest floor: I think I've repressed it so far that I don't even think about it at all and if it resurfaced, I would shake convulsively and die of heart attack. No, but seriously.
B:ONE - The day I realized I was alone in high school besides two of my very best friends. That same day I realized I could rely on nobody and that all the people I poured myself out to no longer cared about me. I think that was one of the nights I cried so hard that it scarred me forever.
The second room would hold the memories of someone I'm still unsure whether I hate and of which I want to keep in the basement of my mind - lonely and forgotten. This room isn't in the lower basement because I know it resurfaces from time to time. However, I wish it wouldn't. So much in fact that if I could do Inception on myself and erase it all - I would.
B:TWO - Any fight my parents have ever had and the months I spent pining over my current boyfriend, back when he used to be a player. Enough said. I've repressed it so far back that I don't believe it bothers me anymore, nor do I care to think about it...ever.
Don't ask about the picture. I felt like it fit, haha.
I know this sounded very depressing, but that's why it's my basement, right?
It's the bottom of my subconcious mind.
3 Comments:
I have a feeling mine will be just as depressing.
-teej
August 4, 2010 at 11:28 PM
Uh-oh. Bracing myself. Will it go up tonight?
August 4, 2010 at 11:31 PM
Indeed, hmmm is it midnight yet?
-teej
August 4, 2010 at 11:39 PM
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